As I Looked Back
As I looked back
on my life,
on the past
40 and more years.
I never stopped
and thought about.
What is God's will for me?
I always wanted to make
enough money
to support myself
and help others.
I always thought
I would get married
and have kids.
I never look at myself
with Cerebral Palsy.
As I get older
and looked back over
the last 20 years.
I am disappointed in myself.
I had spent so much
time and energy,
on trying to make
a career for myself.
I didn't want to look
what is God calling me to do.
I didn’t want to realize
where God's will would lead me
to happiness and peace
within myself.
I guess that is a key to life,
except God’s will.
Charles J. Breunig